I'm afraid. I'm the level headed person in my group. I have 7 clinically depressed friends and 3 have an eating disorder. 2 of the 3 have attempted suicide. I am starting to feel like i'm not good enough. I feel so fat, all the time. I'm just really scared.I don't have any one that I trust enough to talk to. I'm hoping that this forum will help.
I'm sorry you're having a hard time. I know you're friends are probably wonderful people, but being around people who are suffering has never helped me. My mom enabled eating disorder behavior. When I moved in with my sister, who is totally unconcerned with body image and being thin, I started to change my attitude towards food. Eating disorders grab hold of you by making you feel inadequate in your body and in your mind. Would you be open to talking to a counselor? Therapy isn't for everyone, but sometimes it can be very helpful. I had an eating disorder for 2.5 years and I have been better and healthy for 3.5 years. You can get better, and you are good enough. You have to believe it. It's hard, I know. Try surrounding yourself with some new friends- you don't have to forget your old ones, but you do need to get better. You can contact me if you want to talk to anyone or have any questions. I hope things get better for you!
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Hello. I'm just new here. I am just looking for someone to share my problems with. I am not alone. In fact I have many friends. But I don't understand why I still feel lonely. I feel like there's something missing. I feel so incomplete. I feel like a total loser, a good-for-nothing jerk. I guess I am just so insecure and I am already tired fighting this insecurity of mine.
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